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bold&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;85&percnt;&semi;"><br&sol;><&sol;span><br&sol;>The Month of July<&sol;span><br&sol;><&sol;div><br&sol;>Written by Basel Al-Aswad&comma; the father of Escape into Life founder&comma; Chris Al-Aswad<br&sol;><br&sol;>Thirty-two years ago on July 16th&comma; 1979&comma; I received a most special gift&comma; a son&period; Little did I know this gift would not last the rest of my lifetime&period; On July 27th&comma; 2010&comma; mother earth took back her precious gift leaving me stunned and devastated&period; Both occasions&comma; his arrival and departure were profound and life changing events&comma; seared indelibly in my memory&period;The years in between were filled with all aspects of a full life&period; There were joys and sorrows&comma; successes and failures&comma; accomplishments and disappointments&comma; but most of all&comma; there was that everlasting deep bond of infinite love and maturing friendship that exists between a father and son&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>In spite of the immense loss and sadness that permeates me today on July 16th&comma; 2011&comma; I am most grateful to have had the privilege of caring and nurturing this extraordinary gift along with his deceased mother&comma; Roz&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>As I acknowledge the anniversary of his birth and his &&num;8220&semi;escape&&num;8221&semi; in this most solemn month&comma; his spirit continues to occupy a central part of my life&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>His sister Mandy and I are dedicated to continuing his legacy in Escape into Life&period; His light shines brightly guiding us to a most sacred task&comma; that of bringing beauty and radiance through art and literature to a world desperately in need of it&period; By building on the foundation he laid down for us&comma; we hope to be worthy of this endeavor&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>Finally&comma; we&&num;8217&semi;d like to acknowledge the Escape into Life writers and contributors who have volunteered their time&comma; effort&comma; and support this past year&period; It has been truly inspiring to witness individuals from across the world&comma; coming together to carry on something they believe in&period; Thank you all&period;&NewLine;<br&sol;><img alt&equals;"Share&sol;Save&sol;Bookmark" border&equals;"0" height&equals;"16" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-share&lowbar;save&lowbar;171&lowbar;16&period;png" width&equals;"171"&sol;><p class&equals;"a2a&lowbar;linkname&lowbar;escape" style&equals;"display&colon;none">The Month of July<&sol;p>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer">&NewLine;<div>&NewLine;<p><span id&equals;"footer-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span><&sol;p>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-1">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-author vcard">&NewLine;Posted by&NewLine;<span class&equals;"fn">Blog of Innocence<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-timestamp">&NewLine;at&NewLine;7&colon;43 AM<&sol;abbr>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"reaction-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"star-ratings">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-comment-link">&NewLine;0&NewLine;comments&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-backlinks post-comment-link">&NewLine;Links to this post&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-icons">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-action">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"13" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;email&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-control blog-admin pid-573367815">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"18" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;edit&lowbar;allbkg&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-2">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-labels">&NewLine;Labels&colon;&NewLine;"book of life"&comma;&NewLine;books&comma;&NewLine;Chris Al-Aswad&comma;&NewLine;Novel&comma;&NewLine;Novel of Life&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-3">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-location">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine; <&sol;div><&sol;div>&NewLine; &NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-outer">&NewLine; &NewLine;<h2 class&equals;"date-header"><span>Sunday&comma; June 19&comma; 2011<&sol;span><&sol;h2>&NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-posts">&NewLine; &NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-outer">&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post hentry uncustomized-post-template">&NewLine;&NewLine;<h3 class&equals;"post-title entry-title" style&equals;"width&colon; 345px&semi; float&colon; left">&NewLine;Escape Into Chris - Father's Day Special&NewLine;<&sol;h3>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"float&colon;right&semi; width&colon; 50px&semi; padding-bottom&colon; 5px">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;div><div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-header-line-1"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-body entry-content">&NewLine;<img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 400px&semi; height&colon; 324px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-chris&lowbar;father&lowbar;day019-e1308413191208&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5619982437748061010" border&equals;"0"&sol;><br&sol;><span style&equals;"font-weight&colon; bold&semi;">June 20&comma; 1993 &&num;8211&semi; Father&&num;8217&semi;s Day<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;>Loving&comma; living&comma; and giving are three gifts which you continue to give me each day&period; A blanket&comma; you are&comma; which holds me at night and frees me in the day&comma; and this is important because a holder is not a keeper&period; You will hold until I grow up&comma; the greatest gift I could ask for&period; And this seems odd&comma; because I ask for too much&period; You are my sun&comma; you are my star&comma; you are my everlasting thoughtful leader&period; My wishes are to give you more&comma; for I have given you so little&comma; you have given me so much&period; My words mean nothing on page but in life they mean everything&period; Thank you father on this father&&num;8217&semi;s day I could not attend&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>Chris&NewLine;<br&sol;><img alt&equals;"Share&sol;Save&sol;Bookmark" border&equals;"0" height&equals;"16" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-share&lowbar;save&lowbar;171&lowbar;16&period;png" width&equals;"171"&sol;><p class&equals;"a2a&lowbar;linkname&lowbar;escape" style&equals;"display&colon;none">Escape Into Chris - Father's Day Special<&sol;p>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer">&NewLine;<div>&NewLine;<p><span id&equals;"footer-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span><&sol;p>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-1">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-author vcard">&NewLine;Posted by&NewLine;<span class&equals;"fn">Blog of Innocence<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-timestamp">&NewLine;at&NewLine;10&colon;20 AM<&sol;abbr>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"reaction-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"star-ratings">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-comment-link">&NewLine;0&NewLine;comments&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-backlinks post-comment-link">&NewLine;Links to this post&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-icons">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-action">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"13" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;email&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-control blog-admin pid-573367815">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"18" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;edit&lowbar;allbkg&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-2">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-labels">&NewLine;Labels&colon;&NewLine;books&comma;&NewLine;Chris Al-Aswad&comma;&NewLine;fathers and sons&comma;&NewLine;Fathers day&comma;&NewLine;fiction&comma;&NewLine;literature&comma;&NewLine;poetry&comma;&NewLine;writing&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-3">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-location">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine; <&sol;div><&sol;div>&NewLine; &NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-outer">&NewLine; &NewLine;<h2 class&equals;"date-header"><span>Saturday&comma; May 21&comma; 2011<&sol;span><&sol;h2>&NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-posts">&NewLine; &NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-outer">&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post hentry uncustomized-post-template">&NewLine;&NewLine;<h3 class&equals;"post-title entry-title" style&equals;"width&colon; 345px&semi; float&colon; left">&NewLine;Escape Into Chris - Entry 22&NewLine;<&sol;h3>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"float&colon;right&semi; width&colon; 50px&semi; padding-bottom&colon; 5px">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;div><div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-header-line-1"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-body entry-content">&NewLine;<div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 400px&semi; height&colon; 225px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-wink14&period;png" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5609258767142099906" border&equals;"0"&sol;><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;">Wink<&sol;span><br&sol;><&sol;div><span style&equals;"font-weight&colon; bold&semi;"><br&sol;><br&sol;>Winter 2006 &&num;8211&semi; Normal&comma; IL<&sol;span><br&sol;>Last night at Borders I picked up a book by Osho about aloneness and after reading the last four chapters of the book&comma; my perceptive on my current state changed dramatically&period; Aloneness according to Osho is a gift&comma; not something I should run from&period; Ever since I started reading the Art of Seduction&comma; I got it in my head that I was going to meet a girl or many girls&period; The desire for a mate was controlling me&period; Not until a couple days ago did I realize how much I was suffering&period; I created the idea that unless I found someone&comma; I could not be happy&period; Osho says that the ego&&num;8217&semi;s need is never satisfied&period; After one woman&comma; I will need another because I will never feel as though the other needs me&comma; which is what this whole thing is about&period; It is not about love and it&&num;8217&semi;s not even about sex&period; I need to know I am needed&period; When I feel needed by others&comma; I feel secure&period; But this is a fantasy&period; Aloneness is not something to be afraid of and it is not something to want to change&period; This is the human condition and now it is my opportunity to accept it&period;<br&sol;>My mind did change after reading Osho&period; I was no longer having thoughts about women&comma; it was that easy&period; All I had to tell myself was to give it up&comma; the desire&comma; the fantasy&period; I was only unhappy when I had the desire&period; I am not fixated anymore&comma; I feel more relaxed&period; I&&num;8217&semi;m not on a mission nor is my happiness dependent on an external focus&period; I do not look outside myself for affirmation of love&period; I must show and give love to myself &&num;8211&semi; not wanting more than I have right now&period;<br&sol;>I see how desire and attachment cause suffering&period; I am not natural and I am not being myself when I am trying to manipulate people&period; The whole seduction thing was necessary to get to where I am&period; There is no point to try to alter myself or my life&period; Osho says practice choiceless awareness and follow the rhythm &&num;8211&semi; I will be aware once I put down the egotistical needs and let the events of my live follow their natural course&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;><span style&equals;"font-style&colon; italic&semi;">&&num;8220&semi;If you run after things&comma; nothing will come to you&period; Let things run after you&period; The sea never sends an invitation to the rivers&period; That&&num;8217&semi;s why they run to the sea&period; The sea is content&period; It doesn&&num;8217&semi;t want anything&period; That&&num;8217&semi;s the secret in life&period; Happiness is the absence of the striving for happiness&&num;8221&semi;&period;<&sol;span><br&sol;>-Chuang-Tzu&NewLine;<br&sol;><img alt&equals;"Share&sol;Save&sol;Bookmark" border&equals;"0" height&equals;"16" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-share&lowbar;save&lowbar;171&lowbar;16&period;png" width&equals;"171"&sol;><p class&equals;"a2a&lowbar;linkname&lowbar;escape" style&equals;"display&colon;none">Escape Into Chris - Entry 22<&sol;p>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer">&NewLine;<div>&NewLine;<p><span id&equals;"footer-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span><&sol;p>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-1">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-author vcard">&NewLine;Posted by&NewLine;<span class&equals;"fn">Blog of Innocence<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-timestamp">&NewLine;at&NewLine;12&colon;35 PM<&sol;abbr>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"reaction-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"star-ratings">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-comment-link">&NewLine;2&NewLine;comments&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-backlinks post-comment-link">&NewLine;Links to this post&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-icons">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-action">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"13" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;email&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-control blog-admin pid-573367815">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"18" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;edit&lowbar;allbkg&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-2">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-labels">&NewLine;Labels&colon;&NewLine;books&comma;&NewLine;Chris Al-Aswad&comma;&NewLine;Novel&comma;&NewLine;Novel of Life&comma;&NewLine;reading&comma;&NewLine;writing&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-3">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-location">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine; <&sol;div><&sol;div>&NewLine; &NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-outer">&NewLine; &NewLine;<h2 class&equals;"date-header"><span>Sunday&comma; May 15&comma; 2011<&sol;span><&sol;h2>&NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-posts">&NewLine; &NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-outer">&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post hentry uncustomized-post-template">&NewLine;&NewLine;<h3 class&equals;"post-title entry-title" style&equals;"width&colon; 345px&semi; float&colon; left">&NewLine;Escape Into Chris - Entry 21&NewLine;<&sol;h3>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"float&colon;right&semi; width&colon; 50px&semi; padding-bottom&colon; 5px">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;div><div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-header-line-1"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-body entry-content">&NewLine;<div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 400px&semi; height&colon; 265px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-17&lowbar;UNTERTHINER&lowbar;ALBATROSS-e1305320194799&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5607086597258552466" border&equals;"0"&sol;><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;">Stefano Unterthiner<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;><&sol;div><span style&equals;"font-weight&colon; bold&semi;"><br&sol;>Early 2007- Normal&comma; IL<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;>10 minutes before work&comma; I&&num;8217&semi;m sitting in the front hall of Heartland College&comma; eating my apple&period; A man&comma; middle-aged&comma; wearing a sport jacket and a baseball cap with a briefcase&comma; says hello to me in a placid tone&period; He stands looking out the window and then comes and sits by me&period; &&num;8220&semi;What a glorious day&&num;8221&semi; he says&period; Now I&&num;8217&semi;m assessing his character&semi; I peg him as a Mormon&period; Something about the phrase&comma; &&num;8220&semi;Glorious day&&num;8221&semi;&period; But I was sitting in this very spot not too long ago&comma; in fact&comma; I was writing a poem about the day from this window&period; &&num;8220&semi;So where are you on your journey&quest;&&num;8221&semi; the strange man says to me&period; Now I am convinced he is a religious nut&period; My voice is hesitant&&num;8230&semi; how do you answer that kind of question to someone you&&num;8217&semi;ve never met before&quest; &&num;8220&semi;My journey&quest;&&num;8221&semi; I say&period; Well&comma; I&&num;8217&semi;ve gotten clean from drugs and alcohol about three years ago&period;&&num;8221&semi; He does not congratulate me or applaud&period; The man&&num;8217&semi;s face is egg-shaped&comma; his skin is freshly shaven&comma; his baseball cap is fit tightly over his egg-shaped head&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>&&num;8220&semi;Are you content&quest;&&num;8221&semi; he asks&period; Now I&&num;8217&semi;m skeptical&comma; just waiting for the Christian segment to come in at any time&period; &&num;8220&semi;Content&&num;8221&semi;&comma; I say&comma; &&num;8220&semi;Do you mean in a permanent sense&quest;&&num;8221&semi; &&num;8220&semi;Yes&comma; I mean permanent&comma; sustained contentment&period;&&num;8221&semi; &&num;8220&semi;I don&&num;8217&semi;t believe in permanent happiness&period; That&&num;8217&semi;s a false happiness if you ask me&period;&&num;8221&semi; My voice is rigid and defensive&period; &&num;8220&semi;There&&num;8217&semi;s a difference between contentment and happiness&&num;8221&semi;&comma; he says&period; &&num;8220&semi;Well&comma; what&&num;8217&semi;s your definition of happiness&quest;&&num;8221&semi; I ask&period; He takes a moment to pause and then raises his hand in a gesture&period; &&num;8220&semi;At one end&comma; you have euphoria and happiness&comma; and on the other end misery and suffering&period;&&num;8221&semi; He holds his right hand directly in front of his nose and he is looking down at his hand as if it were a ruler&period; &&num;8220&semi;In the center of the spectrum&comma;&&num;8221&semi; he says&comma; speaking slowly&comma; &&num;8220&semi;Contentment&period;&&num;8221&semi;<br&sol;><br&sol;>I jump in &&num;8211&semi; &&num;8220&semi;No&comma; contentment is just a little toward the more positive end &&num;8211&semi; but just a little&period; That is where you want to be&period; But in life&comma; you&&num;8217&semi;ll probably have certain events happen to you &&num;8211&semi; such as the death of a family member or economic setbacks&period; And you will lose all that contentment&period; Or you may be thrown into ecstasy or elation&period; His hand is now directly in front of his nose and he&&num;8217&semi;s staring straight down at it&comma; his voice very slow and hypnotic&period; But I listen to him because he is talking about emotions&period; And I am surprised a Christian or Mormon would be so interested in &&num;8220&semi;The spectrum of emotion&period;&&num;8221&semi; However&comma; I&&num;8217&semi;m still fearful he would bring up some information about his church or about Jesus&period; So I tell the man with the baseball cap that I have to go to work&comma; which I did&period; I had to go to work&period; &&num;8220&semi;Well&comma; it was nice to meet you&comma;&&num;8221&semi; he said&comma; &&num;8220&semi;And good luck on your journey&period;&&num;8221&semi;&NewLine;<br&sol;><img alt&equals;"Share&sol;Save&sol;Bookmark" border&equals;"0" height&equals;"16" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-share&lowbar;save&lowbar;171&lowbar;16&period;png" width&equals;"171"&sol;><p class&equals;"a2a&lowbar;linkname&lowbar;escape" style&equals;"display&colon;none">Escape Into Chris - Entry 21<&sol;p>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer">&NewLine;<div>&NewLine;<p><span id&equals;"footer-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span><&sol;p>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-1">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-author vcard">&NewLine;Posted by&NewLine;<span class&equals;"fn">Blog of Innocence<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-timestamp">&NewLine;at&NewLine;4&colon;18 PM<&sol;abbr>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"reaction-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"star-ratings">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-comment-link">&NewLine;0&NewLine;comments&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-backlinks post-comment-link">&NewLine;Links to this post&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-icons">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-action">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"13" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;email&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-control blog-admin pid-573367815">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"18" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;edit&lowbar;allbkg&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-2">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-labels">&NewLine;Labels&colon;&NewLine;"pursuit of happiness"&comma;&NewLine;Chris Al-Aswad&comma;&NewLine;content&comma;&NewLine;happiness&comma;&NewLine;Novel&comma;&NewLine;Novel of Life&comma;&NewLine;reading&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-3">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-location">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine; <&sol;div><&sol;div>&NewLine; &NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-outer">&NewLine; &NewLine;<h2 class&equals;"date-header"><span>Sunday&comma; May 8&comma; 2011<&sol;span><&sol;h2>&NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-posts">&NewLine; &NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-outer">&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post hentry uncustomized-post-template">&NewLine;&NewLine;<h3 class&equals;"post-title entry-title" style&equals;"width&colon; 345px&semi; float&colon; left">&NewLine;In Memory of Rosalind D&period; Al-Aswad&NewLine;<&sol;h3>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"float&colon;right&semi; width&colon; 50px&semi; padding-bottom&colon; 5px">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;div><div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-header-line-1"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-body entry-content">&NewLine;<div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 400px&semi; height&colon; 319px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-THE-SWAN1-e1304706506378&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5604387637492604498" border&equals;"0"&sol;><span style&equals;"font-style&colon; italic&semi; color&colon; rgb&lpar;51&comma; 153&comma; 153&rpar;&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;85&percnt;&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;">The Swan&comma; <&sol;span><&sol;span><&sol;span><span style&equals;"color&colon; rgb&lpar;51&comma; 153&comma; 153&rpar;&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;85&percnt;&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;">Rosalind Al-Aswad<&sol;span><&sol;span><&sol;span><span style&equals;"font-style&colon; italic&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;85&percnt;&semi;"><br&sol;><&sol;span><&sol;span><&sol;div><div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><br&sol;><&sol;div><span style&equals;"font-weight&colon; bold&semi;">Christopher Al-Aswad&&num;8217&semi;s Journal Entry &&num;8211&semi; March 14&comma; 2003<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;>My mother died on March 13&comma; 2003&period; She died so peacefully&comma; is what I told my friends&period; I said she died without resistance&period; And that&&num;8217&semi;s how I want to live my life&comma; without resistance&period; Easing up into the ceiling&comma; without resistance&period; Sliding into the sky&comma; without resistance&period; Her body&semi; simple a case that imprisoned her soul&period; Now that soul journeys through the sky&period; My mother is liberated&period; She moves and speaks&period; Mother&comma; you have unlocked a part of my soul and allowed me to see beyond what I could see before&period; I let go&comma; there&&num;8217&semi;s no point in carrying all that weight&period; Mother&comma; I&&num;8217&semi;m beginning to think that you&&num;8217&semi;re in every room that I pass through&period; I can feel that spirit that passed out of your body and dissolved into the bedroom spread through the apartment&period; I thought of how it would move through the city and out to Indiana by the morning&period; All along rising as you spread&period; I&&num;8217&semi;m imagining you here with me now&period; There&&num;8217&semi;s nothing to perform mother&comma; this is just the beginning of a very long conversation&comma; we&&num;8217&semi;ll speak more often now&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;><div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 282px&semi; height&colon; 400px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-Speak-Up1-e1304706414387&period;png" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5604388764002370354" border&equals;"0"&sol;><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-style&colon; italic&semi; color&colon; rgb&lpar;51&comma; 153&comma; 153&rpar;&semi;">Speak Up<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;><&sol;span><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 287px&semi; height&colon; 400px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-Altar-of-Revolution-e1304710691481&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5604389350603547602" border&equals;"0"&sol;><span style&equals;"font-style&colon; italic&semi; color&colon; rgb&lpar;51&comma; 153&comma; 153&rpar;&semi;font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;">Alter of Revolution<&sol;span><br&sol;><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;"><br&sol;><&sol;span><&sol;div><span style&equals;"font-weight&colon; bold&semi;">Spirit Mother&comma; Christopher Al-Aswad&comma; 2005<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;>The spirit that dwells in my<br&sol;>mother&comma; trickster and artist<br&sol;>alike&comma; prods and pokes its way<br&sol;>into all of our lives&period; She likes<br&sol;>to cause problems&comma; to upset<br&sol;>balances&comma; to displace realities&period;<br&sol;>The conventional is her foe&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>Her presence almost makes<br&sol;>you nervous with the sheer<br&sol;>abundance of energy dancing on<br&sol;>her force-&filig;eld&period; At any moment&comma;<br&sol;>this abundance of life can rise<br&sol;>to an unheard-of pitch&comma; and<br&sol;>suddenly&comma; mysteriously&comma; break<br&sol;>into a marvelous crescendo<br&sol;>of hysterical and contagious<br&sol;>laughter&period; Laughing in the<br&sol;>company of my mother is an<br&sol;>experience of ecstasy&comma; complete<br&sol;>unconscious immersion<br&sol;>whirling in the absurdity of life&colon;<br&sol;>crackling&comma; squealing&comma; shrieking<br&sol;>laughter&period; She feels her emotions<br&sol;>from the center of her being&semi;<br&sol;>total emotion&comma; not inchoate<br&sol;>half-feeling&period; Complete pain&comma;<br&sol;>complete joy&comma; complete anger&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>My mother cries in a movie<br&sol;>theater like no Jewish mother<br&sol;>has ever cried in public before&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>She lives at the maximum<br&sol;>threshold and her life is<br&sol;>over&fllig;owing&period; She lives&comma; not apart<br&sol;>from the world&comma; but within the<br&sol;>tumultuous movement and<br&sol;>ever-changing &fllig;ow of it&period; She<br&sol;>lives without regrets&comma; without<br&sol;>even the longing of unful&filig;lled<br&sol;>desires&period; Anything she wants<br&sol;>to do in this life&comma; she does&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;><div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 400px&semi; height&colon; 321px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-Lovers-e1304710850850&period;png" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5604389897420893906" border&equals;"0"&sol;><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-style&colon; italic&semi; color&colon; rgb&lpar;51&comma; 153&comma; 153&rpar;&semi;">Lovers<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;><&sol;span><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 269px&semi; height&colon; 400px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-16-e1304707048667&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5604390167841859954" border&equals;"0"&sol;><span style&equals;"font-style&colon; italic&semi; color&colon; rgb&lpar;51&comma; 153&comma; 153&rpar;&semi;font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;">Good Morning America<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;><div style&equals;"text-align&colon; left&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-weight&colon; bold&semi;"><br&sol;>Portraits of an Examined Life<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;>In 2005&comma; Lisa Wainwright&comma; Dean of Graduate Studies at the School of the Art Institute of Chicago&comma; curated Rosalind Al-Aswad&&num;8217&semi;s Portraits of an Examined Life&comma; an exhibit featured by the Art Institute shortly after her death in 2003&period; The exhibit depicted the three phases of Rosalind&&num;8217&semi;s artistry&comma; clearly portraying the progression of a career regrettably shortened by illness&period; In a review that reveals the strength and spirit of feminism that was evident in her art&comma; Wainwright gives the artist a voice that conveys not only the meaning of her work&comma; but the soul memorialized within each piece&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;><blockquote><span style&equals;"font-weight&colon; bold&semi;">The legacy of Rosalind Al-Aswad resides in the dozens of paintings and drawings she made of herself and others from 1985 to 1999&period; Like many before her&comma; Al-Aswad became an artist later in life&comma; bringing to her canvases the complexity of myriad roles as business woman&comma; mother&comma; wife&comma; daughter&comma; citizen&comma; friend&comma; and artist&period; Her life&&num;8217&semi;s journey informed the paintings and gave them their poignancy and critical edge&period; Al-Aswad gazed deep into the world of human relations and chronicled the dynamics she found there&period; Using models and props within her reach&&num;8212&semi;family&comma; friends&comma; and the trappings of suburban life&&num;8212&semi;she probed the mundane as a code for unlocking a deeper moral message&period; The work could not be made fast enough to accommodate all that the artist wished to say&period;<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;><br&sol;><div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 322px&semi; height&colon; 400px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-31-e1304706027935&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5604390718192936210" border&equals;"0"&sol;><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;"><span style&equals;"color&colon; rgb&lpar;51&comma; 153&comma; 153&rpar;&semi;">Meet the Collins<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;><&sol;span><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 325px&semi; height&colon; 400px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-2-e1304708177418&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5604391127186943010" border&equals;"0"&sol;><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-style&colon; italic&semi; color&colon; rgb&lpar;51&comma; 153&comma; 153&rpar;&semi;">Left Behind<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;><&sol;span><div style&equals;"text-align&colon; left&semi;"><blockquote style&equals;"font-weight&colon; bold&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;100&percnt;&semi;">Rosalind Al-Aswad was an expressionist of sorts&period; She faced her demons whether in the workplace&comma; on the domestic front&comma; or in the face of death&period; And all of this made its way into her painting for us to behold with wonder&period; We should all have the strength of purpose that Al-Aswad demonstrated in so many ways&period; Her children do&period; And along with the painting&comma; her legacy is alive in them&period; I never knew Rosalind Al-Aswad&comma; but I know she was an extraordinary woman&period; She once claimed&comma; &&num;8220&semi;I guess I have always seen life as a series of parts you play&comma;&&num;8221&semi; and now these parts&comma; and all that they entail&comma; will linger in my imagination for some time to come&period;<&sol;span><&sol;blockquote><br&sol;><div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 190px&semi; height&colon; 222px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-000-e1304707306916&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5604391930231218098" border&equals;"0"&sol;><&sol;div><div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><span style&equals;"color&colon; rgb&lpar;51&comma; 153&comma; 153&rpar;&semi;font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-style&colon; italic&semi;">In memory of my mother&comma; Rosalind Al-Aswad &lpar;1942 - 2003&rpar;<&sol;span><&sol;span><br&sol;><&sol;div><span style&equals;"font-style&colon; italic&semi;"><br&sol;>During her studies at The School of the Art Institute&comma; Rosalind Al-Aswad was concerned for her fellow classmates who were working hard to make ends meet&period; Many times&comma; Rosalind would purchase art supplies for students who were experiencing &filig;nancial difficulty&period; In memory of Rosalind&comma; the family has created a fund for student assistance&comma; and in building upon her legacy&comma; it is the hope that one day this fund will also provide scholarships for students residing in the Middle East&period; If you are interested in making a gift in memory of Rosalind and benefiting art students for many years to come&comma; philanthropic contributions may be made to The Rosalind D&period; Al-Aswad and Christopher Al-Aswad Memorial Fund at the School of the Art Institute of Chicago and mailed to The School of the Art Institute of Chicago&comma; Of&filig;ce of Development&comma; 37 South Wabash&comma; Suite 814&comma; Chicago&comma; IL 60603&period; For information about the memorial fund&comma; please contact the Of&filig;ce of Development at &lpar;312&rpar;899-5158&period;<&sol;span><&sol;div><&sol;div><&sol;blockquote><br&sol;><&sol;div><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;"><br&sol;><br&sol;><&sol;span><&sol;div>&NewLine;<br&sol;><img alt&equals;"Share&sol;Save&sol;Bookmark" border&equals;"0" height&equals;"16" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-share&lowbar;save&lowbar;171&lowbar;16&period;png" width&equals;"171"&sol;><p class&equals;"a2a&lowbar;linkname&lowbar;escape" style&equals;"display&colon;none">In Memory of Rosalind D&period; Al-Aswad<&sol;p>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer">&NewLine;<div>&NewLine;<p><span id&equals;"footer-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span><&sol;p>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-1">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-author vcard">&NewLine;Posted by&NewLine;<span class&equals;"fn">Blog of Innocence<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-timestamp">&NewLine;at&NewLine;9&colon;05 AM<&sol;abbr>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"reaction-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"star-ratings">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-comment-link">&NewLine;0&NewLine;comments&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-backlinks post-comment-link">&NewLine;Links to this post&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-icons">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-action">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"13" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;email&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-control blog-admin pid-573367815">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"18" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;edit&lowbar;allbkg&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-2">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-labels">&NewLine;Labels&colon;&NewLine;Art Institute of Chicago&comma;&NewLine;Chris Al-Aswad&comma;&NewLine;Novel&comma;&NewLine;Novel of Life&comma;&NewLine;poem&comma;&NewLine;poetry&comma;&NewLine;reading&comma;&NewLine;writing&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-3">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-location">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine; <&sol;div><&sol;div>&NewLine; &NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-outer">&NewLine; &NewLine;<h2 class&equals;"date-header"><span>Wednesday&comma; May 4&comma; 2011<&sol;span><&sol;h2>&NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-posts">&NewLine; &NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-outer">&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post hentry uncustomized-post-template">&NewLine;&NewLine;<h3 class&equals;"post-title entry-title" style&equals;"width&colon; 345px&semi; float&colon; left">&NewLine;Escape Into Chris - Entry 18&NewLine;<&sol;h3>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"float&colon;right&semi; width&colon; 50px&semi; padding-bottom&colon; 5px">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;div><div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-header-line-1"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-body entry-content">&NewLine;<div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><img style&equals;"display&colon; block&semi; margin&colon; 0px auto 10px&semi; text-align&colon; center&semi; cursor&colon; pointer&semi; width&colon; 400px&semi; height&colon; 267px&semi;" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-frank-ciaco-e1304110339288&period;jpg" alt&equals;"" id&equals;"BLOGGER&lowbar;PHOTO&lowbar;ID&lowbar;5602931993257082082" border&equals;"0"&sol;><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;85&percnt;&semi;">Frank Caico<br&sol;><&sol;span><&sol;div><span style&equals;"font-weight&colon; bold&semi;"><br&sol;><br&sol;>Jan 1&comma; 2007 &&num;8211&semi; Chicago&comma; IL<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;>Last night was a hell trip&period; But a good one&comma; and I am glad it happened&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>On New Years Eve in a bar in Naperville&comma; you should have seen the looks that hung on the faces of both sexes&period; After twelve o&&num;8217&semi;clock&comma; everyone was thoroughly intoxicated and their eyes like burnt out candles&comma; like empty shop windows and the nervy chaotic crowd aswirl elbows bumping elbows&comma; the showy mirth&comma; the condescending glances fell chopping up everyone&period; Me and my friends&comma; they were drunk but I was not&period; We tried to have fun&period; We played crazy fools but I was self conscious as I always am&period; The empty vacant stares hurt me though very few really cared what I was doing&period; I swear I could feel the overall crippled spirit of that bar on New Years Eve&period; Constraint and shallow cupidity &&num;8211&semi; no one loving&comma; just angry lust feeding everywhere&period; Could I be guilty too&quest; Of wanting &&num;8220&semi;my share of fun&quest;&&num;8221&semi; Women like sirens with bare attractive thighs and indifferent eyes&period; Cold objects without souls&period; I drifted in this bar for an hour or so &&num;8211&semi; the weight of people&&num;8217&semi;s judgments on my mind&comma; the weight of unhappiness or greed&period; Was this where I had chosen to spend my New Years Eve&quest;<br&sol;><br&sol;>Later&comma; my best friend and I driving home &&num;8211&semi; escaping the hellish spectacle of that place &&num;8211&semi; rejoiced&period; It was 4&colon;30 am when we were on the highway but never had I such good manly company&period; Never before had I heard my best friend speak so plainly and so true&period; We talked about how lucky we were to have each other&comma; to live in such a good place and to have jobs and friends and money &&num;8211&semi; grateful&period; We arrived at our respectful homes and said a prayer for the coming new year&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;><br&sol;>&period;&NewLine;<br&sol;><img alt&equals;"Share&sol;Save&sol;Bookmark" border&equals;"0" height&equals;"16" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-share&lowbar;save&lowbar;171&lowbar;16&period;png" width&equals;"171"&sol;><p class&equals;"a2a&lowbar;linkname&lowbar;escape" style&equals;"display&colon;none">Escape Into Chris - Entry 18<&sol;p>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer">&NewLine;<div>&NewLine;<p><span id&equals;"footer-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span><&sol;p>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-1">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-author vcard">&NewLine;Posted by&NewLine;<span class&equals;"fn">Blog of Innocence<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-timestamp">&NewLine;at&NewLine;11&colon;34 AM<&sol;abbr>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"reaction-buttons">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"star-ratings">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-comment-link">&NewLine;0&NewLine;comments&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-backlinks post-comment-link">&NewLine;Links to this post&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-icons">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-action">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"13" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;email&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<span class&equals;"item-control blog-admin pid-573367815">&NewLine;&NewLine;<img alt&equals;"" class&equals;"icon-action" height&equals;"18" src&equals;"&sol;static&sol;theblogofinnocence&period;com-icon18&lowbar;edit&lowbar;allbkg&period;gif" width&equals;"18"&sol;>&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-2">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-labels">&NewLine;Labels&colon;&NewLine;Chris Al-Aswad&comma;&NewLine;Novel&comma;&NewLine;Novel of Life&comma;&NewLine;reading&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-footer-line post-footer-line-3">&NewLine;<span class&equals;"post-location">&NewLine;<&sol;span>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;<&sol;div>&NewLine;&NewLine; <&sol;div><&sol;div>&NewLine; &NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-outer">&NewLine; &NewLine;<h2 class&equals;"date-header"><span>Friday&comma; April 22&comma; 2011<&sol;span><&sol;h2>&NewLine;&NewLine; <div class&equals;"date-posts">&NewLine; &NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-outer">&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post hentry uncustomized-post-template">&NewLine;&NewLine;<h3 class&equals;"post-title entry-title" style&equals;"width&colon; 345px&semi; float&colon; left">&NewLine;Escape Into Chris - Entry 17&NewLine;<&sol;h3>&NewLine;<div style&equals;"float&colon;right&semi; width&colon; 50px&semi; padding-bottom&colon; 5px">&NewLine;&NewLine;&NewLine;<&sol;div><div style&equals;"clear&colon; both&semi;"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-header-line-1"><&sol;div>&NewLine;<div class&equals;"post-body entry-content">&NewLine;<div style&equals;"text-align&colon; right&semi;"><br&sol;><&sol;div><div style&equals;"text-align&colon; center&semi;"><span style&equals;"font-size&colon;78&percnt;&semi;">Jeff Luker<&sol;span><br&sol;><&sol;div><span style&equals;"font-weight&colon; bold&semi;"><br&sol;><br&sol;>February 2006 &&num;8211&semi; Normal&comma; IL<&sol;span><br&sol;><br&sol;>A letter to my father on his 60th birthday<br&sol;><br&sol;>It is hard for me to believe that my father is 60 years old&period; Memories from when you used to take me to my soccer games&comma; or sit with me in front of the computer helping me write my papers&comma; or when we took the road trip to visit colleges &&num;8211&semi; all of these memories have the quality of immediacy&period; They say that our capacity for memories is infinite&comma; that once you begin digging into your past&comma; there is no end to it&period; You are embedded in my past lives&comma; through infancy&comma; childhood&comma; adolescence&comma; and young adulthood&period; There was a golden age for our family and that was perhaps before my 10th birthday&period; I have fond memories of riding with you and mother in the back of the car&period; I don&&num;8217&semi;t know exactly where we were driving to &&num;8211&semi; perhaps out to dinner or to a movie&period; And as we were driving through the Midwest Club&comma; I remember telling jokes to you and mom and making both of you laugh&period; I don&&num;8217&semi;t know what I said that was so funny but mother would laugh hysterically&period; Our family was gay&comma; cheerful&comma; and young&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>In my childhood and early adolescence&comma; you instilled in me a rare gift which I am grateful for&period; I imagine that most parents&comma; as they are raising their children&comma; do not analyze the effect such and such a behavior will have on their children&period; Whatever you taught me at an early age&comma; you taught to me by instinct&period; What you have given&comma; that I cherish and employ to this day&comma; is a freely-chosen self discipline&period; Without self-discipline&comma; I doubt whether I could have stayed clean from drugs this long&period; Without self-discipline&comma; I doubt I could pursue my literary ambitions&period; Without self-discipline&comma; even staying in shape and quitting smoking would have been impossible&period; Now I have received many gifts from both you and mother but this is the gift that stands out to me as being directly from you&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>The other gift&comma; which is a close second&comma; is a love and appreciation of literature&period; About a month ago we were reading Shakespeare together &&num;8211&semi; how joyful was I to be in your company reading again&period; And what a stark contrast from my childhood years when I used to throw tantrums to escape the &&num;8220&semi;reading hour&period;&&num;8221&semi; But time and patience transform everything&period; Here I am today thanking you for what I felt you had imposed upon me as a child&period; The irony implicit in this life &&num;8211&semi; the story speaks for itself&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>Though for a good many years mostly when you made me read out loud to you &&num;8211&semi; I imagined you as an overbearing tyrant which of course you were not&period; But a child sometimes sees his parents through a distorted lens&period; And as an adolescent&comma; especially during my addition and during the divorce&comma; I imagined you as a personification of evil&period; I might have made you into a voodoo doll if I had access to one&period; This of course is an exaggeration but I had a lot of resentment to you and many others during this period&period; What still baffles me to this day is not only the spiritual strength you must have had stored in you to protect yourself from me&comma; but also the warmth you kept burning in your heart&period; Never did you grow cold&comma; never did you reject me &&num;8211&semi; but always loved me &&num;8211&semi; and therefore this is the best model of unconditional love I have ever been shown&period; And it is this model of unconditional love that I emulate toward myself and others&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>After the fog of my addiction cleared&comma; after I began to mature into early adulthood and started taking care of my body and my health&comma; you can imagine how my view of you began to change&period; In a way&comma; I immortalized you &&num;8211&semi; lifted you up from the ranks of man to the tier of godhood&period; You became a living hero to me and I sought to model my life after you&period; Indeed&comma; I had transformed my life&period; I was living from what many would call a second birth and after years of abusing you&comma; I must have wanted to pour a special salve on the relationship that would heal the wounds between us&period; But just as during my adolescence when I made you a voodoo doll&comma; after my recovery&comma; I was making you into my Buddha&comma; my idol and I was near worshiping you&period; But neither of these images of you matched your true relation to me&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>So today&comma; on your 60th birthday&comma; I ask the questions &&num;8211&semi; What is your true relation to me&quest; If you are not the man I blame or the man I praise&comma; then who are you to me&quest; And without being too philosophical&comma; too entangled in speculation&comma; I feel I can make the judgment that only now am I coming to see you as you are&comma; and to love you for the man you are&period; For the first time&comma; I am not inflating or deflating you &&num;8211&semi; but really starting to get to know you&period; When I came over a couple weekends ago and we hung up pictures and organized your books&comma; I saw a glimpse of who that man is who I call my father&period; No adjective will describe him&period; Not because he has no qualities &&num;8211&semi; but because he is of a spirit that transcends qualities&period; He is an individual but not an ego&period; He reminds me of myself but overflows beyond myself&period;<br&sol;><br&sol;>Dad&comma; I love you&period; A gratitude is present in me right now as I pen these final words&period; The mystery is so inconceivable &&num;8211&semi; so infinite &&num;8211&semi; it surrounds me like a dream&period; All I am thinking &&num;8211&semi; this life is too short&comma; 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